Sunday, December 17, 2006

*Love actualli*

hmm i jus watched this movie(for the seventh time) and i still love it, of coz the theme is love and evrytime i see it my heart melts more..theres this particular scene where the guy wants to save the gal from a errant lorry and rushes to pull her away but in his attempt tears her clothes(jus a bit), and he gets so beaten up about it...he and she barely talk and he feels he has screwed up, in tears he apologises like crazy...the reply is the most sweetest thing a man can hear she said yes i am angry, how could you let others see only what you should...each time i hear or see that scene i dream a dream of me findin my one lady who would ever say tat to me and MEAN it.

Love to me now is fake, masqueraded by lust and even money and the only time i seem to see true love happens to be in movies or songs, is love only just a ideology written but never achieved...i know i sound bitter but i tink from what i've been thru i think i have the right to be like this..hmm been hurt over and over and sumtimes i dnt even knw why i am so stupid to try again, love jus doesnt seem to ironically love me...

Will i ever find my princess, my one angel who i jus want to sit and look at everyday, my sleeping goddess i'd stay awake to watch her sleep, my naughty elf who makes me laugh with her antics, my teddy bear who i hug everytime i feel down, my solace each time i need someone, my shoulders when my own break, my little child who in her childishness become my little baby who i'd cuddle and coo..the only one i scold just to make her angry...the only one who can manipulate me into doin things i wouldnt, my mum who cares for me and nags when i go bad, my nurse when i am sick and her medicine of little kisses...my confidante from lil secrets to huge ones...my bed when i am tired, my strength when i need more...my lil angel whu messes my hair and tells me i still look good even after i come back messy and stinky lastly my other half who i'd spend my life keepin happi and safeli in my heart, the onli one who i'd say i love u and feel butterflies every time i say it, the onli one who can make me happi with her smile....

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